Today I am living the life I once dreamed of with my new husband, after my divorce.
Back in 2014 I was lost and confused. Once the fear of remaining the same became greater than my fear of change, I knew I had no choice but to walk into the unknown and leave behind a life and a Self that was familiar to me.
I no longer felt safe.
I was no longer comfortable.
Everything that I knew was gone.
I was unsteady. Shaky in my faith.
I was searching for answers. Why was my life the way that it was? How did I end up like this? What do I need to see within?
Suddenly, I found myself on this beautiful, spiritual path that made me see all the pain and discomfort was part of a greater plan. And that’s when life completely changed for me.
I began to see I was being guided and I was right where I was supposed to be. My soul had an agenda. It had healing that needed to be done and lessons that needed to be learned.
I began to let go of pain, resentment, and anger. I began to forgive and let go to create new space.
I began to embrace my new path and say good-bye to my past and all the “what-if’s” and "should have's".
I began to feel free...
I finally saw that this was all actually happening FOR me and FOR my kids. I started to find joy all around me and gratitude in all that I did. I began to surrender to allow all that was good to come my way
I began to create a whole new me with a healed and free little little girl inside of me. An upgraded model if you will.
I no longer felt powerless. I didn’t fear the unknown anymore. Instead I embraced it.
I let go of worrying where I’d end up and instead began creating where I “ended up.”
I began to be happy alone instead of feeling lonely.
I accepted an apology I could never receive.
I just stopped trying to figure out how I ended up here and instead embraced the journey.
I stopped caring what other people thought. I began to have faith in knowing Love was meant for me again and I was right where I was supposed to be. I became confident in who I was and where I was going and nobody could stop me!
I was on a mission
I began to truly LIVE MY LIFE
And this was all what led me into the beautiful marriage I am in today.
You can do this too! This is not the end of your life. I promise you it is just the beginning of a beautiful new story that you get to rewrite for yourself, along with the Divine.